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It's been over a month, and things have not gotten better. I have tried my best to muddle through the shambles that my life has become. Tried to rekindle my passion to draw. Even with all the help and advice from good friends, I can only seem to work my way up to depressed.

Nothing is enjoyable anymore. Nothing gave me the sense of purpose and satisfaction like having Rebekah at my side. I'm plagued with nightmares , waking up to an empty home. I feel like a shadow of my former self, a lifeless shell of the person I once was.

My life is bereft of meaning. I'm not sure I can bring myself to come back to DA. I don't know what to do anymore.

_{I want my wife back.}